In a Spaceship

In a spaceship

I am flying

I am floating

I am leaving on earth

all my worries

In a spaceship

I am sleeping

I am dreaming

without nightmares

without painful wrists

In a spaceship

I am happy

I am smiling

because I am moving

to a cheerful planet

From Another

Each our day is a scratch

The pneumonia is our year

because we live far from each other

Far from each other

From each other

From another

This World and I

I won't adapt to it

I won't start to love it

I will die

I won't love it

This world

It won't adapt to me

It won't start to love me

It will die

It won't love me

This world

Worried Visitor

A green visitor

sitting on the stone

On his worried cheeks

the huge water drops

He is full of fear

because he saw a human

killing his Earth

with a poisonous kiss

To Escape

We pack our bags

We try to escape

While the wheels glide

we intend to forget

If only as hands

belly and legs

the soul could

easily escape

If it could escape

to the distant place

where terrible memories

never disturb happiness

Magical Ponds

Magical are those ponds

but no one goes there

only the children

Only those who know

to see gold in one

grain of soil

The adults tread on their tracks

They refuse to look around

to see the magic of the world

The adults don't know that those

magical ponds are so close

right behind that bush

It Will Be Better

I see no signs that it will be better
I only see the silenced heads
I see the motionless hands
and the eyes that left
their happiness

Magnificent River

The river is gentle
to my lips and to my ears

The river is sanative
to my sight and to my sinuses

The river is savior
of my fragile nerves

The river is magnificent
It reminds me of you

The Line

Walk in the line

Stand in the line

Touch the line

Sit on the line

Talk in the line

Listen to the line

Don't jump

Don't skip

Don't roll

Don't twist

Be like all

Be like me

Be like us

Be the line

And Old And New

All are completely

far from wisdom

and young

and new

and old

and middle

Far from wisdom

Close to bad mood

and young

and new

and old

and middle

All just philosophize

Never make a conclusion

and young

and new

and old

and middle

They seek themselves

but are always lost

and young

and new

and old

and middle

The Last

It could be the last

step through the sand

It could be the last

chat with your friend

It could be the last

fruit on your lips

It could be the last

cuddle on your hips

It could be the last

breeze in the summer

It could be the last

look at the river

Always remember

It could be the last

Enjoy your time

as a playful child

Unkind Adults

They can be rude just

because I am a child

Because I am not their child

I am not important

My parents have big muscles

but today they are not here

Because my parents are not here

rude people are very brave

Tomorrow when I come with my parents

unkind people suddenly will change

Good or Bad?

I wish them all the worst

I send them the curse

I am not a bad person

I do not send any curse

Oh I am, I am bad

All the good they killed

Oh no, I am not bad

I will never be like them

I am good, I am bad

I am bad, I am good

This fight with myself

will never, ever end

Natural Cure

When you wake me up with an embrace

I forget I am an angry beast

I become cotton and a deer

Your love is melting the steel

When you wake me up with a kiss

I forget many people are the ice

and I love all the people in the world

The world seems to me much better

When you wake me up with gentle words

You destroy despair and discomfort

You restore my smile and my courage

You are my natural cure

I Look at the Water

I look at the water

The water looks at me

We are both restless

We both want to flow

silent, carefree, slow

We always fail

Maybe it's our fate

We hit the sharp rocks

We meander as snakes

We make noise as branches

in the grips of storms

I look at the water

The water looks at me

We both seek peace

Sweet Peace

I am walking slowly

soundless, fearless

I am watching meditatively

hills, fields and waters

Peace, sweet peace

Too many don't have it

To everyone as disease

I wish I could transfer it

Peace, wonderful peace

Infinitely and eternally I wish

to fill Universe with it

Hello New Day!

Hello new day!

Are you my enemy

Are you my friend?

You will be cruel

I am afraid

just as your mum

just as your dad

Tell me new day

is there a way

to make you sweeter

to make you softer?

Tell me new day

are you any different?

Better than your mother?

Better than your father?

Hello new day!

Are you my enemy?

Are you my friend?

Hello new day!

Muse

Muse always goes
sometimes for a long
but when she is back
she brings bags of presents

Muse always comes
sometimes for a long
but when she is gone
she leaves bags of woes

Cool Desire

I desire
your cool hands
on my burning forehead

I desire
your cool shower
on my burning shoulders

I desire
your cool kiss
on my burning feet

I didn't know
I love you so
my dear Autumn

If I Could Escape

If I could escape
Far away from Earth

I would forget insane and cruel

Close your eyes and imagine
Our Earth is clean and safe
Under the sky we are all one
Love is our only guide
Don't despair, but try

Every drop of love is worth
Step by step and we can
Create a warmer place for
Animals, humans and plants
Please don't despair
Earth needs your strength

Poetry

Parks with billions of flowers
Open wounds healed by words
Earth painted with more colors
Tears glow with more purpose
Ripe fruit in porcelain bowls
Years with less harsh sorrows

Dark Lights

Not all lights
illuminate
The city lights
make me
super dark
The city lights
make alone
my heart

Let's Float in the Wind

This is not a contest

who suffers more

whose days are crueler

who works more

whose days are shorter

Let's untie the ropes

Let's remove the burden

Let's float in the wind

Let's inhale the flowers

Let's float in the wind

and listen to the branches

Let's float in the wind

and listen to the birds

They call us

They beg us

Sing with us

the song of freedom

In Peace

Leave me please

a little in peace

Let the silence

cuddle me

Let the dream

rescue me

Tomorrow

with you

I will be

Only today

leave me

in peace

A Plan B

I had a plan B

I have it no more

I am jumping

from this cliff

or I will swim

or I will drown

I Am Red Today

I am red today

My heart is pumping red

Red is the cup on my desk

The book I read is red

Red is my pen

The music is red

Your lips were red

yesterday

the entire room was wrapped

in red

In each corner there is today

reminder

Forever Serene

I hate this life

in which I love you

I have more than one

reason to leave you

I hate your hug

as much as I love it

I love your kiss

as much as I hate it

Sometimes I wish

the hate to prevail

and take my legs

so far away

where I will forget

forever your face

where I will live

forever serene

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A Little Time

There is a little time

Let's forget to speak

harsh words

Let's give a smile

to one another

Let this life

on planet Earth

in a nice

memory remain

Someone Cruel

The weather is warm

The breeze is my protector

from the heartless heat

Everyone is healthy

I should be happy

with my family

Unfortunately for the breakfast

someone ate my happiness

Someone cruel gave me

deep meaningless misery

Someone cruel you are here too long

torturing living beings

Please pack your things

and go where no one lives

Fear and Depression

Fear and depression

the rotten fallen fruit

the forest after fire

It takes time

for the new plants

Fear and depression

won't leave

after you say

Don't worry

You can win the battle

over fear and depression

Just not in one night

It takes time

It's Lonely

It smells nice

but it's lonely

It's nice to touch

its smooth surface

but it's lonely

Its sounds are lovely

but it's lonely

I had other

things on my mind

I forgot it

but I was blind

Without it

I am not satisfied

It's time again

to visit my guitar

The Waves

The rays of sun on the back

The rays of sun on the chest

The rays of sun in love

with the waves

The legs in the waves

The arms in the waves

The eyes in love

with the waves

Get Away

Your flowers

I destroyed

Our days

I forgot

Even if

you have

changed

which I

doubt

I have

no strength

to forgive

Even if

you are

good now

from me

get away

be good to

someone else

The True Lord

Beware of those who know
the only true Lord
Don't believe the promised glow
Beware of those who know
how to get the sacred award
how the sins of others to show
Beware of those who know
the only true Lord

One More Political Poem

This is one more political poem

This is one more loud groan

Slaves are no more dreaming about freedom

Slaves stop the slaves to catch the freedom

Try to stand up you slave

and shout against injustice

Even without the tyrant's order

by another slave you will be beaten

Tyrants happily rubbing their hands

Those who are obedient is not hard to have

Those who hate those like themselves

Those who hate themselves

Sweet Lies

Cover our eyes with many colors
Fill our nose with artificial perfumes

Let the song play in our ears
with an easy rhythm, without significance

Let us forget the truth
Let us for nothing to fight

Let us find the sugar in lies
Let us stay forever in lies

The Sweet Grape

Some people meditate

They preach love

but their hearts

are empty barrels

that will never know

the taste of wine

Some people never

talk about love

but they will give

all they have

and you will feel

the fresh taste

of the sweet grape

Where Love Glows

I want to have lunch

in a distant wooden cottage

where after the rain the grass smells

where coffee at the clear sky looks

where lungs breathe with the full strength

where your wide smile has no shadow

where love glows over the meadow

A Magic Wand

I need a magic wand

to punish that bastard

to turn him into a frozen pond

I need a magic wand

to break that cursed bond

with that evil coward

I need a magic wand

to keep moving forward

On My Birthday

On my birthday

I don't have a feeling

to have a hill

of years ahead

I am plotting

a selfish plan

as a princess

to live each day

I could listen

to music for example

or read a novel

until I "lose"

every moment

To all things

that cause me

the cosmic headache

I could say

goodbye forever

I could write

an amusing poem

that will be read

by youngsters

after my death

On my birthday

I am plotting

a selfish plan

to all I have to

but don't want to

to say goodbye

and to say hello

to all I want to

but don't have to

I Learned

I learned

wisdom has nothing

to do with age

Goodness doesn't

receive the goodness back

People are more

evil than I thought

Villains live closer

than I thought

I learned

the best time

is with doors locked

with the best friends

Paper and Pen

Connected

I dream

the library

the open sky

the birds

the trees

the concert

the orchestra

the letters

different shapes

different tastes

all quiet

all connected

with my Earth

with my spirit

Because I am a Woman

Because I am a woman

that doesn't give you a right

to ask me what I cooked

nor when I will have a child

Because I am a woman

that doesn't make you

my hairdresser nor marriage adviser

that doesn't mean you can buy

my affection nor my kindness

Because I am a woman

it doesn't mean I am not

a martial arts master

Because I am a woman

it doesn't mean I tolerate the shit

so please before you speak

take your time and think

Old Memories

Old memories

some as strawberries

on a birthday cake

Old memories

some as toxins

of a three-headed snake

Old memories

uninvited guests

always with a gift

awful or great

I Know You

I know you

you are like me

you make jokes rarely

almost always you are lost

in your philosophical thoughts

I know you

you are like me

If I ask you to smile

you will frown even more

I know you

you are like me

now you are smiling

because always the opposite

you do from what you are told to

Giving Parts

This is not

about the sound

nor about rhyme

or not to rhyme

This is about

giving parts

of my soul

to this world

where the souls

love to hide

I took the courage

to show mine

and now you can

rip me apart

The Stone by the Stone

Decorated with chewing gums

Unwashed for days

The city asphalt

in many shades of gray

In vertical the huge

stained glass

with the "Sale" sign

A carton somewhere there

in some ragged hands

with the sign "Help

my kids have no bread"

Some unique and old

motorbike attracts

attention of passers-by

The stone by the stone

The stone on the stone

The big city wall

In the corner near it

isolated, thin

the city tree

The Image of the Tiger

How cute

the image

of the tiger

His eyes

so gentle

his skin

so velvet

but once

when the image

comes alive

his teeth

won't be

so sweet

My heart

my chest

will leave

The Life Is

The life is

sitting on the nails

Running over

devil's burning steps

Swimming in the

winter witch's lake

Hanging on the

evil dry branch

The life is

the rays of the sun

over the sea's lips

Favorite songs

illuminating the spirit

A flower opening

in the morning

Your eyes

happily shining

Wake Me Up

Help the old gods

The new gods Help

Help my friends

My enemies Help

I want to feel again

the kiss of the wind

the tweak of autumn rain

Wake me up please

from this deep sleep

I don't want to walk

without living

I want to fill my soul

even with sorrowful fog

even with volcanic rage

Wake me up my enemies

Wake me up my friends

and the new gods

and the old gods

Good Morning Sad Eyes!

Good morning sad eyes!

What can I do for you?

What are those gloomy thoughts

that stole your glow?

Good morning lips!

Who hung those heavy weights

over your edges?

Good morning cheeks!

Where are your joys?

Who painted you in paleness?

Good morning mirror!

Don't be so mean

Stop showing me despair

I would like to see

those eyes and those lips

happy and serene

My Home

Far away is my home

on some hidden planet

where maybe I lived before

in some past existence

My heart since birth

tells me to go there

but with the greatest effort

I can't remember where it was

I don't remember well, but I think

there are no wars over there

You can be who you want to be

there is no gossiping there

There without fear

one can breathe, love and dance

From those long gone days

I don't remember the pain

Ignore Me

Ignore me

I am ordinary

Insignificant

No one

Ignore me

I am simple

I am quiet

I am fragile

Ignore me

I am dot

in space

Invisible

Ignore me

I am

the same size

as you

Only Darkness

Your absence

is filling

with pain

my every cell

This tunnel

has no end

I want to

cut my veins

but there is

nothing there

I am afraid

You lived

only once

You loved me

only once

Now everything

you know

is darkness

Once you were

my brightness

Now I know

only darkness

Ready in a Guard

He wanted to fool me

skilfully as he was taught

as they fooled me before

when naively good I was

This time I was in a guard ready

He was scared and ran away quickly

He didn't expect a tender woman

to be the rock, to be the iron

No Stress

Nothing has to be done

Open that door and run

Stress is staying behind

Today be no more blind

Run in the direction of your heart

Expel the nonsense and be smart

Stress is a curse when nearby

Say to stress forever goodbye

Unwritten Masterpiece

Today I could

write a masterpiece

sell millions of copies

and be calm

no more worrying

what I am going

to eat tomorrow

I could but

my eyes are blurring

my head is falling

on the pillows

the hand is opening

the pen is falling

the heroes are falling

from the notebook

In a dream

I am watching

the movie made

after my novel

When I wake up

a single scene

I won't remember  

Helpless

The bikes are racing

through your vessels

The cannons are firing

inside your chest

You feel the ropes

around your joints

but they are not there

You feel the heavy rain

but the sky is clear

Your friend is in pain

As always you are near

This time you are helpless

Waiting for Retirement

We don't have time for a smile

We don't have time for reading

We don't have time for a coffee

We don't have time for kissing

We are waiting for a lottery and waiting

We are waiting for a horoscope and waiting

We are waiting for the gods and waiting

We are waiting for retirement and waiting

But we have time for nothing

Grumbling constantly we are grumbling

Gossiping constantly we are gossiping

Running constantly we are running

Acting constantly we are acting

We have time for it

Her Strength

Her eyes

clean lakes

don't worry

about wrinkles

Playfully

Childishly

they glitter

Her strength

about aging

doesn't care

As feathers

she lifts

heavy bags

Death wanted

to knock

on her door

but was scared

by her courage

by her strength

Very Cheap

Very cheap

I am selling wounds

the painful memories

the past fears

the enemies

Very cheap

I am selling anger

in the huge bags

I am selling neck pain

I am selling the tears

as rich as rivers

If you are fast

you will get the bonus

the rusty pots

the rotten apples

The Black Gummy Candies

There are those candies

that do not look like candies

They look like car tires

and have the same bad smell

and the same bad taste

They are like lovers

deceitful and deceptive

who really love each other

as the black gummy candies

are really the candies

Injustice

Everything is wrong

from the center

to the edges

Injustice is

no more spreading

Into every cell

of the society

it entered already

As If It Could

I drink coffee

from the hot cup

as if it could

warm the heart

I turn the music on

as if it could

turn the sorrow off

I hide in the corner

under the roof

from the people

from Earth

from Space

as if it could

remove distress

I turn on the heater

With the wool blanket

I cover my legs

as if anything could

replace your hands

The Sad Sunny Town

In the sunny town

the light is an illusion

In the human heads

rules the confusion

People are moving

slower than turtles

It seems they lost

one hundred battles

In the sunny town

the gray stone grieves

The child sitting on it

all the time weeps

The child is complaining

to the last diary

Very soon will die

the last library

The Critics

In my country

more than humans

we have critics

Right now two birds

are criticizing a man

who just passed this way

Here the critics

just as apples

fall on the heads

from the trees

Here you are never

pretty enough

good enough

nor wise enough

If you want to get rid of

your status of a saint

come here and we will attach

more crime on your file

Not Underground

The hell is not

living underground

nor in undefined space

It is right here

on the Earth's surface

among desperate songs

among activated weapons

on the stones

on the grass

on the soil

where the blood is spilled

where the days are humid

and the nights

where the hearts are terrified

of the elder and the child

A Winning Moment

We pray for

We wait for

We long for

a winning moment

in the future

A winning moment

in the future

is a droplet

on the heater

How to Climb the Hill

When someone says
I am going to climb the hill

Don't say it's too cold

nor it's too high

nor it's too steep

The words of discouragement

are evil winds

They damage coats

and injure hearts

When someone says

I am going to climb the hill

Say good luck dreamer climber

Let the courage follow you

You will go to the top too

by saying encouraging words

You encourage yourself

by encouraging others

A Good Citizen

I refused to kill

They killed me

I had problems

with my personality

She is normal

She is shooting

The blood is splashing

She is a good citizen

performing duties

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Thank You for the Visit

Thank you for the visit

Your goodness is painting

the stars on my ceiling

It seems like

I have a carpet

It's your smile

warming my parquet

It seems like

I am restoring my courage

It's spell from your lips

putting the coward to sleep 

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Unsuccessfully Unsuccessful

They said I wasn't a poem

that I was a failure

but you read me anyway

They said you were a failure

that it would be better for you not to live

but you are still building your dream

Successful, unsuccessful

Unsuccessful, successful

What does it mean?

Isn't it true that those

with trophies and titles

are unhappy to madness?

Dear reader you and me

let us be satisfied with ourselves

and let them tell the stories

if they were happy that way

The Followers

She never had the lords

The lords had her

in their thoughts

Obsessed with their

desire to kill her

at the end they

found her and stabbed her

They never thought

her ghost would cause

so much trouble

Her ghost created

strong and fearless

fast and numerous

her followers

Poets of the Future

Dear poet you said when I open this book

which you created with passion and pain

I will wake you from death

and I am happy to do so

I want my poems to be

as immortal as yours are now

but I am not sure how it will be

when we will be even more on buttons

Maybe the robots will become poets

and of us they will make clowns

by laughing because our words are filled

with silly childish imperfections